Thursday, December 1, 2011

"Invictus" by William Ernest Henley


Out of the night that covers me,
Black as the pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul.

In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonings of chance
My head is bloody, but unbowed.

Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Looms but the Horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years
Finds and shall find me unafraid.

It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll,
I am the master of my fate:
I am the captain of my soul.

Henley wan an influential poet in the Victorian era, a major theme in literature prior to this era was human powerlessness against fate, The poem celebrates the concept of free will, declaring that the individual can choose to live with courage and dignity even if the circumstances are beyond his control, Henley himself suffered from bone tuberculosis which lead to him spending too much time in hospitals and finally resulting in a below knee amputation of his left leg in his late teen years or early 20s, which inspired him to write this poem and didn't prevent him from living a full life and becoming an acclaimed poet, Invictus is Latin fro "unconquered".

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

Gaza still weeps

I made this video a couple of years ago, the sad thing is nothing really changed, Palestinians are still being attacked and murdered and Gaza is Still being bombed...




Sunday, August 14, 2011

First they came...

First they came for the communists,
and I didn't speak out because I wasn't a communist.

Then they came for the trade unionists,
and I didn't speak out because I wasn't a trade unionist.

Then they came for the Jews,
and I didn't speak out because I wasn't a Jew.

Then they came for me
and there was no one left to speak out for me.


-Martin Niemöller


Tuesday, May 24, 2011

Happy #NoSCAF day!

Today, or i should say yesterday May 23rd was the #NoSCAF day which many Egyptian bloggers have been promoting and calling for quite some time now on Twitter, facebook and anywhere they can, the idea was simply to publish blog posts criticizing the Supreme Council of Armed Forces (SCAF) to break the fear barrier and media silence over it's violations. I was supposed to write this post earlier but i got stuck at the hospital and went straight to bed when i got back so i'm writing this now, sadly it's gonna be extra short cause i have to be up in less than 4 hours and be back at the hospital so here goes. Looking a few months back, when we started the revolution on January 25th, the main goals were to free people from their fear from the system, letting people know that a president's main role is merely as a manager or an executive that the people hired to run the country and he's not a God like figure not to be criticized and breaking that taboo and many other goals of course but those where the ones high on my list, the idea of being able to express my opinion without the fear that i might get locked-up or tortured, it was giving everyone a chance to speak up without worrying about the consequences that might follow. Let's take a look about what we acheived on the past few month after the revolution:
  • Hosni Mubarak: stayed in a palace in Sharm EL Sheikh protected by his own forces, and when he was supposed to go to trial he acted all sick like a kid who's skipping school and went to Sharm el sheik's hospital, and he's still there.
  • Suzanne Mubarak: Released from detention after throwing away some chaneg (24 millions), also was admitted to the same hospital after a presumably panic attack.
  • The SCAF issued an Anti-protest law.
  • Protesters and detainees are facing military trials not civil ones although martial law is not applied.
  • The SCAF started acting like the previous regime, keeping all the decision making to themselves with no representatives whatsoever of the people who made the revolution in the first place.
  • The SCAF, more than once used violence against protesters and detainees , starting from beating them down, tying them, keeping them in non-humane conditions, cutting their hair and cussing them to using electric sticks, tasers and even live ammo against them.
  • Protesters went to military trial for having a sit-in in front of the israeli embassy after being detained by the army.
  • The same army forces who just stood there during the revolution while protesters were attacked and killed by thugs in Tahrir and other places and who were not-so-fashionably late during the Imbaba incident are the ones who didn't waste anytime in beating up and attacking the protesters in front of the israeli embassy and apprehending them and in Tahrir too before that.
  • The usage of the Egyptian museum as a torture chamber by the army in many occasions.
  • Not taking any action or showing the initiative to investigate these actions.
That's all i could think of right now,and from that we conclude that the revolution is far from over, we still got a long way to go and yet some people are wondering why many activits called for returning to Tahrir square on may 27th.

The revolution is still alive...

Thursday, April 7, 2011

The Vienna incident

This happened more than a year ago, Summer 2009 in was in Hungary for a month in a student exchange program, i traveled to Vienna, Austria for a couple of days and this happened when i was there, and since i'm writing this now it won't be 100% accurate cause some of the details are foggy due to my "awesome" memory.

We were a group of 6 traveling together, 2 turks, 2 english girls and me and my friend from Egypt, one of the english girls wanted to stay behind in Vienna so we were supposed to be 5 people traveling together to Prague and we had reserved the bus tickets online and everything was going fine, the bus was supposed to leave at 6:30 so we decided that morning that everyone should go do whatever he/she wants and that we all should be ready by 5:30 and meet at our hostel to pick up our bags and all.

And so we did we met the turks at the hostel while we got a text from the english girl that she will be meeting us at a certain subway station and which line to take, so it was almost 6 and we were about to take the subway to that station when i got another text from her saying that the bus station is not near the station we were gonna meet at and that we should meet at another one that's nearby the bus station, luckily we got that text in time just before we boarded the train so we started looking at the subway lines map they got to check the shortest and fastest route to our destination, and while doing so we ran into our English friend which had a bit of a surprising news that she's not sure where's the bus station we should be taking our bus to Prague from!

So we took the subway to the 2nd station she mentioned and it was past 6 by that time, 6:10 may be and we started asking random people about the bus station which was called"International bus station" or something like that as i recall and of course nobody knew what the hell we were talkin' about let alone not everyone could speak english, so we started going out in the streets, trying to get any information we can but again we got nothing, then our english friend decided to ask a friend of hers which lived in Vienna for help, she called him and luckily he knew the bus station and volunteered to go there and try to hold the bus till we arrive and it was 6:25 by then.

So now having less than 10 mins to catch the bus we started running in the streets with our luggage and all, through gardens and highways with speeding cars, the turkish guy almost got hit by one, the turkish girl tripped and fell down, the english girl took off her flip flops and started running bare foot, and then it started raining as if that wasn't enough already, it looked like a scene from a bad movie, except it must have been fun to watch.

Luckily we made it just before the bus leaves, we were the last group that boarded the bus, remembering all of that now i can't help but having this huge smile on my face, GOOD TIMES!


Quote of the day

There will always be that one person who doesn't even know you exist,but has the power to shatter your heart into a thousand pieces.

Monday, March 29, 2010

Islands

I came to the conclusion that life is like a boat and people are like islands that you keep stumbling upon while sailing , each has it's own perks and it's own unique aura so enjoy each island as you can cause you might not get to visit it again...

Sunday, March 28, 2010

Wonderland , Stand up comedy and stage cats make one hell of a day !


I've been always a big fan of stand up comedy , it's a relatively new thing in Egypt though so when The guys from Axis of Evil Comedy Tour first came to Egypt i was so psyched and wanted to go but none of my too-cool-for-stand-up-comedy friends wanted to so i ended up at home.So when i saw the Todo Stand-up comedy weekend commercial i was determined, this time i'm going and luckily two friends decided to come along.

So it's friday , the weather was great so we decided to catch a movie before the show , we went to see Alice in Wonderland (Yeah, I know what you are all thinking and i don't care) , it was AMAZING! Johnny Depp made a great Mad Hatter , it's like the guy got hundreds and hundreds of faces and personalities , each role he plays is one of a kind and doesn't look anything like any of the other characters he played and that's what i call acting.

After the movie we grabbed a quick lunch and we headed to the CICC where the show was taking place , it was supposed to start at 5:30 PM ad the entrance starts an hour earlier but like everything in Egypt it was a bit late , we were seated in the green zone (the 150 LE) tickets and it was better than i expected actually , the event was more organized than i anticipated.

The show was hosted by Ahmed Ahmed and featuring Maz Jobrani, Dean Obeidallah , Dean Edwards, Sugar Sammy and Mu'taz Attallah , they were all great especially Sugar Sammy and Dean Edwards , A cat came on the stage while Sugar Sammy was on , and to his bigger surprise people didn't consider it weird, actually one of the audience told him you can find it at hospitals , talk about dirty laundry..hehe.

Some didn't like Mu'taz Atallah's performance but i found it okay, i mean the guy is surrounded by big names and he's still kinda new at this , plus i guess he never performed in front of a crowd this big , eventually he will get there , nobody was born a star.What's important that i got to laugh non stop for 2 and half hours and adding to that seeing Alice in Wonderland it turned out to be a great day, and i really needed that.

What we learn from this : Wonderland + Stand-up comedy = perfect Friday

Monday, March 22, 2010

Reading now : One Hunderd Years Of Solitude


I've always wanted to read this book and now that i started doing so , I'm really enjoying it , with all the exotic places and the huge number of characters , I've just started but i can tell it's gonna be one of my all time favorites.

On a totally different subject i just found out that i only had one post between my this year and last year's Oscars post ,apparently that's all i did last year...so much for being productive !

Monday, March 8, 2010

The 82nd Academy Awards


I did my annual ritual of watching The Oscars live and here are the results :



Best Picture :
The Hurt Locker

Actor in a Leading Role :
Jeff Bridges

Actor in a Supporting Role :
Christoph Waltz (Inglourious Basterds)

Actress in a Leading Role :
Sandra Bullock(The Blind Side)

Actress in a Supporting Role :
Mo'Nique(Precious: Based on the Novel 'Push' by Sapphire)
Animated Feature Film :
Up

Art Direction :
Avatar , Rick Carter and Robert Stromberg (Art Direction); Kim Sinclair (Set Decoration)

Cinematography :
Avatar , Mauro Fiore


Costume Design :
The Young Victoria , Sandy Powell

Directing :
The Hurt Locker , Kathryn Bigelow


Documentary Feature :
The Cove , Louie Psihoyos and Fisher Stevens Documentary Short


Documentary Short :
Music by Prudence , Roger Ross Williams and Elinor Burkett


Film Editing :
The Hurt Locker , Bob Murawski and Chris Innis


Foreign Language Film :
The Secret in Their Eyes (El Secreto de Sus Ojos)
Argentina , Directed by Juan José Campanella


Makeup :
Star Trek
Barney Burman, Mindy Hall and Joel Harlow


Music (Original Score) :
Up
Michael Giacchino



Music (Original Song) :
Crazy Heart
"The Weary Kind (Theme from Crazy Heart)"Music and Lyric by Ryan Bingham and T Bone Burnett


Short Film (Animated) :
Logorama
Nicolas Schmerkin



Short Film (Live Action) :
The New Tenants
Joachim Back and Tivi Magnusson



Sound Editing :
The Hurt Locker
Paul N.J. Ottosson


Sound Mixing :
The Hurt Locker
Paul N.J. Ottosson and Ray Beckett



Visual Effects :
Avatar
Joe Letteri, Stephen Rosenbaum, Richard Baneham and Andrew R. Jones



Writing (Adapted Screenplay) :
Precious: Based on the Novel 'Push' by Sapphire
Screenplay by Geoffrey Fletcher


Writing (Original Screenplay) :
The Hurt Locker
Written by Mark Boal

Saturday, October 3, 2009

The Suit incident...or in the words of Barney Stinson : Suit up !


Well...it's been a while since i wrote anything here, but i kinda have my reasons;i spent a month in Hungary and traveling in Europe but we will get back to that later , and then it was Ramadan followed by Eid EL Fitr and my cousin's wedding and spending time with the family...and the fact i was actually bored which i still am but i promised Emma that i will write something so here goes...


It all started with my cousin's wedding day being the same day as the 1st day in Eid EL fitr and since the whole family gathered from all around the globe for the wedding , i decided to spend some time with the family which were in Cairo setting up for the wedding, and since the wedding was set to be on Sunday and my brother and parents weren't going to Cairo till Saturday , so i finished my work at the hospital on Wednesday and i went and bought some stuff i needed for the wedding and i got home and packed my stuff so i will leave the first thing in the next morning and nice i don't drive i was taking the bus to Cairo ,so i only had a small back pack with some T-shirts and i left my suit ,tie , shirt and shoes with the rents so they bring them on Saturday when they arrive. the wedding day came and i took a shower and started getting ready , i took the suit out , started wearing the pants which felt kinda big but i thought that's cause i lost some weight while i was traveling , i tried to button it up but it did far away from my waist , and i was thinking like "that's too big , that's not my pants , damn that's not my suit , that's my dad's !"

Yup, my mother brought the wrong suit ! and it was already 7:30 and we were supposed to be there at 8:30 tops to set things up and have family photos , so i started calling up my cousins trying to find someone's suit that fits but i couldn't , i started thinking of all the possible solutions to the situations and i reached the only rational one which was to buy a new suit...but wait it was the first day of Eid El fitr and many of the shops were closed , i decided to take my chances and i went searching for a suit and luckily i found one at the first shop i went to but the pants needed to be fixed and the guy there told me u can have it tomorrow so i just took it as it is and arrived at the hotel where they were having the wedding i went to my cousin's room and i called the hotel for a sewing kit and my mom actually helped fixing the pants. and here goes , a catastrophe averted , and i made it to the wedding in time and it was one of the best weddings i 've been to and it was really fun and that means something comin' out from me cause i really HATE weddings !

and that was the suit incident...

Thursday, September 3, 2009

Can't sleep !

It's 10:00 am , i'm in bed and i can't sleep so i wanted to try blogging from my mobile using the wireless connection...oh, i'm yawning now...may be i'll be able to get some sleep after all !

Monday, February 23, 2009

The Oscars


As usual , i was up all night watching The Oscars , It was awesome , Hugh Jackman did a great job as the host to my surprise, singing and dancing , he showed he's a versatile talented actor , also making an opening number after the Academy canceled it due to financial cutbacks.Also , Slumdong Millionaire winning like 8 Oscars or something , it was really nice watching the actors standing all together in joy with a sense of achievement , the whole ceremony was great especially Heath Ledger winning a posthumous Oscar which was my favourite part of the night...anyways here are the results :

Best Motion Picture of the Year
Winner:
Slumdog Millionaire (2008) - Christian Colson

Best Performance by an Actor in a Leading Role
Winner:
Sean Penn for Milk (2008/I)

Best Performance by an Actress in a Leading Role
Winner:
Kate Winslet for The Reader (2008)

Best Achievement in Directing
Winner:
Danny Boyle for Slumdog Millionaire (2008)

Best Foreign Language Film of the Year
Winner:
Okuribito (2008)(Japan)

Best Achievement in Music Written for Motion Pictures, Original Song
Winner:
Slumdog Millionaire (2008) - A.R. Rahman, Sampooran Singh Gulzar("Jai Ho")

Best Achievement in Music Written for Motion Pictures, Original Score
Winner:
Slumdog Millionaire (2008) - A.R. Rahman

Best Achievement in Editing
Winner:
Slumdog Millionaire (2008) - Chris Dickens

Best Achievement in Sound
Winner:
Slumdog Millionaire (2008) - Ian Tapp, Richard Pryke, Resul Pookutty

Best Achievement in Sound Editing
Winner:
The Dark Knight (2008) - Richard King

Best Achievement in Visual Effects
Winner:
The Curious Case of Benjamin Button (2008) - Eric Barba, Steve Preeg, Burt Dalton, Craig Barron

Best Documentary, Short Subjects
Winner:
Smile Pinki (2008) - Megan Mylan

Best Documentary, Features
Winner:
Man on Wire (2008) - James Marsh, Simon Chinn

Best Performance by an Actor in a Supporting Role
Winner:
Heath Ledger for The Dark Knight (2008)

Best Short Film, Live Action
Winner:
Spielzeugland (2007) - Jochen Alexander Freydank

Best Achievement in Cinematography
Winner:
Slumdog Millionaire (2008) - Anthony Dod Mantle

Best Achievement in Makeup
Winner:
The Curious Case of Benjamin Button (2008) - Greg Cannom

Best Achievement in Costume Design
Winner:
The Duchess (2008) - Michael O'Connor

Best Achievement in Art Direction
Winner:
The Curious Case of Benjamin Button (2008) - Donald Graham Burt, Victor J. Zolfo

Best Short Film, Animated
Winner:
Maison en petits cubes, La (2008) - Kunio Katô

Best Animated Feature Film of the Year
Winner:
WALL·E (2008) - Andrew Stanton

Best Writing, Screenplay Based on Material Previously Produced or Published
Winner:
Slumdog Millionaire (2008) - Simon Beaufoy

Best Writing, Screenplay Written Directly for the Screen
Winner:
Milk (2008/I) - Dustin Lance Black

Best Performance by an Actress in a Supporting Role
Winner:
Penélope Cruz for Vicky Cristina Barcelona (2008)

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

25 Random things about me !

I was tagged in this note on Facebook , you are supposed to write 25 random things about yourself....so here goes :


1. My height is 170 cm..i guess...
2. I hate seafood , i actually can't stand it except for tuna.
3. I had a water turtle named Poseidon but it died, was my first pet too...
4. I prefer cats to dogs, i think cats got stronger personality or somethin'
5. I wanna get a black cat.people find it strange,esp my parents.
6. I'm lazy , a couch potato and i'm proud...Laziness is my thing :D
7. When people call me weird i actually take it as a compliment.
8. I actually love Egypt and i'm proud of being an egyptian, it's just the ppl in charge that piss me off
9. I love Italy , i wanna go there someday..and Japan too , my Fav. countries.
10. My fav. colour is Blue , at one point of my life all my clothes were different shades of blue.
11. I don't see why ppl like kids , i find them annoying and if i ever had any i'll love 'em just coz they're mine .
12. I'm too picky and probably will end up alone..plus it keeps me from getting hurt.
13. I believe there's nothing special about me , i have no hidden talents nor amazing skills.
14. Smart girls are a major turn on.
15. I love studying medicine, i enjoy it actually but i hate how stuck up drs at colg. ruined that for me
16. My fav. music depends on my mood from classic rock to gothic & symphonic metal.
17. I'm into japanese anime and hate it when people call it "cartoons"
18. i'm a bit narcissistic , i kinda like who i am with all the flaws and the imperfections... it sorta makes me who i am now so i'm in peace with myself.
19. I don't usually care abt what ppl think , and everyday passes by i care less and less.
20. I know A LOT of ppl but a few i consider real friends.
21. I usually treat ppl with extra care making them feel special and that gets me in alot of akward situations.
22. I rarely look good in pics , i usually start smiling and it ends up awful.
23. People usually think i'm shallow and may be thick and i like it cause i can get things my way without them even noticing.
24. I don't forgive ppl , it seems like it sometimes but i don't. and i don't forget.
25. I wrote this note because i was tagged many times and i was really bored.

Monday, January 12, 2009

Dedicated to Gaza...

I made this video for Gaza , i used pictures from there and a song by James Blunt called "No Bravery" , i think the song really fits what's happening there right now...

I made this video so everybody knows what's really going on down there...


Friday, December 26, 2008

Surgery is over !

Surgery exams are finally over !
well...this happened a week ago but i was too lazy to write about then , i was just enjoying some good old lay-back-and-do-nothing kinda time which was exactly what i needed after 25 days filled with surgery written , oral and clinical surgery tests and about a month and half before them getting ready for the tests , not getting enough sleep hours , having an increased heart rate and palpitations , pumping caffeine into my system, living in stress and depression.








The next day after i finished exams i went to the Nokia XpressMusic Festival which was freakin' awesome ,it was at the same place as the SOS festivals but they had there like 4 stages at the same time and each stage was dedicated to a different kinda of music like rock , oriental and they had these awesome DJs which was a first cause they don't get usually get them in the SOS festival , plus the bands were able to play covers of famous songs which was really great , i was singing my lungs out which is another thing can't be done in the SOS because it's all about band's original music , also the stepped pyramid with large screens was really cool ,they had these people painted in gold and silver and posing as greek statues , i 've always liked these stuff , it kinda reminds me or street performers in Europe .Now just imagine having this kind of fun just the day after i was examining a Varicocele patient , i was flippin' out !





Now I'm entering the dark realms of OBGYN , which is obviously a lot harder that i thought , i 've my written test in 23 days and i hope I'll be ready by then, hopefully it will be the last obstacle in may and i 'll be done with med. school so i can relax for sometime cause after all the caffeine , stress , coffee and stuff i 'll probably spend a fortune on antacids and ulcer medication.....may be i should invest in a new stomach :D





Thursday, December 25, 2008

Quote Of The Day

Those who think they know everything annoy those of us who do...